"i wish you would see what i see; were you there? were you ever alive? wish I could could see what you see”
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in music
when we can't be real
i had a conversation the other day, in which someone said to me, 'i don't read your blog, but people i know do. and they are telling me you're in a bad place'. i was SHOCKED. for all the hard, honest, and gritty work i have participated in, driven, and worked worked WORKED on for the past 1.5+ years.... there were people out there who were reading and viewing and summarizing my experience into a negative and downtrodden life.
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in music
"You look so worn, so thin; You're a taker, devil's maker; Wayward winds; The voice that sings of a forgotten land; See it fall, child of woe; Lend a mending hand"
Read Morei'm no stranger
in music
"But I'm just dumb enough to try; To keep you in my life; For a little while longer; And I'm insane enough to think; I'm gonna get out with my skin; And start my life again"
Read Morethings I’ve learned about grief
grief is this funny strange thing - a thing that everyone provides anecdotes and resources and well intentioned advice about, and still it’s a thing that no one understands. not a soul on earth can possibly relate to another’s grief - each individual grasping to relate to their very own. grief is fundamentally individual. it changes by the month, week, day, hour, minute.
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