dreams can come true... for other people

The first time I walked into this store, I realized that I could never ever own my own store, because it already exists in its perfection.
Old with new, amazing jewellry choices by the owner, sweet moccasins and free organic coffee.
I'm in love
Check it
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this is where I want to be.
I want to be a part of straight white paint and I want to own a door frame that is set in my floor.
I want a terrace in my backyard, a gas burning stove, old butcher stone floors, and a wet bar at my disposal.

I, the vegan, want to live in an old butcher shop. The ghosts of butchered cows past haunting my sleep.
But yes - the wood/brick floors tempt me.
Thank you Alex, for showing me the way.
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I had to cancel my flight to mexico - officially.
I am in an angry mood, as a result of finally having to step out of my denial and go through the process of cancelling my flight. I don't get my money back - I have to take a transfer.
I hate travel plans. screw you immune system for being so faulty not even a mother could love you.
update: the travel ban in canada was lifted three days after i cancelled my trip - the Monday that I was supposed to be in Mexico.
*sigh.